There’s no point in being proud to be Asian as a half-Asian

The entire point of being Asian is to NOT be Asian. So obviously, being half-Asian is just one step closer to “removing Asianness.”

That’s why most half Asians have a parent who was self hating, because they did not want to be Asian.

It’s not rocket science.

On top of being severely bullied by non-Asians, Asians I’ve met are also severely self hating. When you complain, they call you “white,” then go on to bully you for being an Asian appearing Asian male. The point isn’t to be half-Asian, but to be WHITE. To Americanize ourselves, Anglicize, whatever.

A lot of the things I’ve heard from my Asian family are shocking. Stuff like “I’m going to kiss every white person when I get back to NYC from China.” (An Asian woman said this; NYC is like 40% white). “You need to use your white privilege to take advantage of these Chinese people. (My uncle said this).

When I complain about my mother basically committing suicide to get away from my Nazi sympathizing far right dad, I get told that I’m white and that it’s not a big issue.

If you ever meet a half-Asian and wonder why he or she behaves in the manner he does, it’s because of this dynamic. We aren’t as a whole proud to be Asian, we wish we were white, just as our parents did. Ironically, a self-hating Asian person is even more fiercely pro white than most racist white people are. Half-Asians, often with white dads (but sometimes with white mothers) go out of their way to establish themselves as super-duper white, regardless of whatever this implies. Some double, triple, quadruple down on the racism against other ethnic minorities or Asians, or even half-Asians. I’m pretty sure Elliot Rodger probably would have shot Asian looking half-Asians too. I swear to God above, the next generation of hardcore legitimate white supremacists are all going to be mixed race.

On top of this all of the Asian women in my family admit they didn’t love their white husbands, but only cause they married them to give me a “better life.” This is dumb. It’s nihilistic. If love doesn’t exist, then there is no point in participating in the world. It’s the only positive in a world that is already cutthroat and filled with interpersonal warfare. It’s also heinous to encourage a biracial person to deny half of himself, to win favor from people who already hate you. Life shouldn’t be about heinous acts to simply survive, but it is. I guess that’s what my problem has always been – an unwillingness to partake in the heinousness. I like myself, have always been filled with love, but I have no desire to be here, because the world and its mechanisms do not fit with who I am. The world is not who I am.

The psychology Half-Asians with racist white fathers and self-hating Asian mothers

Here’s a video of a famous Youtuber in China who has a half-Chinese daughter (I’m sure he thinks he’s lucky to have a daughter, as do most WMAF couples).

C-Milk aka Matthew Tye Showing us He Only Hates The Chinese Government
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Ain’t really a stretch of the imagination to think how and why the kids would be f*cked up.

Not sure why I have to defend this, and when I point this out, I get called a misogynist incel. Even though white men married to Asian women like this are doing it precisely because THEY are incel, and couldn’t get a white woman to tolerate their looks, bad behavior, or general low social status, so they find an Asian woman that they secretly deep down loathe, while punching down on Asian men (the only men they feel are lower than their pathetic asses), and making fun of their own kids. Add to the fact that these guys wind up sexually frustrated because the nasty, domineering, asexual Asian woman isn’t attracted to him, like, at all, and even if she was, Asians are famous for seeing marriage as a commoditized amenity, with which love has nothing to do with it. Hell, I’m starting to think this is how most people think, hence I’m the only one sounding the alarms.

The mass of people genuinely think women are to be bought and plied with money, and that that’s what life is about.

We get it, life is hard, gotta marry the white man for the money; him being racist is fine as long as the Asian mom gets money, social ascension and whiter children, fine, fine, okay. If you criticize her choices, you’re seen as an incel, a bitter Asian man. (Even though my mother basically killed herself after learning my father was a Nazi). Such a nihilistic way of looking at life. At this point it isn’t even about the kids; it’s about creating life solely for the purpose of stabilizing a hellish existence and siphoning money off a man.

You’re free to say all you want about this, but now we’ve got millions of kids running around from this pairing, being trained to hate their Asian side by their own fathers and complicit mothers. How could this even possibly be good? Basically half-Asians are raised to be replacement white people – except we’re not, we’re half-Asian, which our own mothers did not want to be.

In what world is this healthy?

The worst part is that the reason why most WMAF hapas don’t talk about this, is precisely because they’re white supremacists and learned it from their mothers and fathers; hate on Asians, accept toxic, racist WMAF just so long as you get paid to do it. They truly do believe Asian men are inferior and that white men are superior. So when an Asian looking hapa complains, we get called incels and inferior, by default.

I’m surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers

BMAF couple arrested after Hapa newborn hospitalized with broken bones, bite marks
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Hear me out. I’m not saying all mixed Asians are criminals, but rather that there’s a unique element behind men with yellow fever, and self-hating, vicious Asian women. I heard some hapa guy say this once – he was surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers.

I’ve left details all over this blog about how my own mother wanted to kill me, due to being a “feminist,” and that she had hoped for two daughters. I’ve often queried whether WMAF or XMAF couples (couples involving Asian women, and not Asian men), wanted sons at all, instead overwhelmingly preferred daughters.

There is still a lot of evidence that this may be true.

Anyways, when some men go for Asian women, they do so with this belief that Asian men are small-dicked, pathetic, short, undesirable losers. I’ve heard my aunt, who has a white male husband that she never kisses or touches, claim that “all Japanese men are short.” This is the same thing I heard Steven Crowder (a far right pundit) say. So, not only have I had to deal with racist comments my entire life as a half-Asian, but the Asian women in my family are saying it too.

So, when a non-Asian man gets with an Asian woman who hates Asian men, obviously there’s a high chance the kids come out looking like an Asian male.

What then? Well, in the above case, they beat the shit out of the kid. Why? Well, cause he’s basically an Asian male. All you really need to be an “Asian guy” is have Asian eyes, or even some other features.

I’m flat out floored there aren’t more psychotic half-Asians of all mixes running around. After all, we have to endure being half-Asian in a world where literally everyone thinks it’s fair to bash on us.