Bottom of the barrel, undesirable, racist white men and their Asian girlfriends and wives

Asian women, especially from Asia, don’t prioritize love, and especially do not prioritize sex. This means that they will basically latch onto men with power and money in order to “secure the bag” or “the future.” There’s no sex involved, which is an added bonus to it. The lack of sex / love oftentimes drives even the most nihilistic “bootstraps” conservative white man who thinks that a man’s job is to “provide for his asexual wife” insane, just so long as she isn’t “slutty” and is “traditional” (basically – she won’t sleep with a lot of men; which she can’t, because she’s not sleeping with any man unless she REALLY needs to secure the bag). Like it did my dad.

In fact, the idea of an asexual, “traditional” Asian wife appeals to a lot of literal untouchable men, because they fear female sexuality and the idea that women will choose men based on physical attraction; and Asian women are the odd ones out in that they would rather marry a physically / mentally decrepit white man for “ease of life” over marry for legitimate love and attraction; to them, it seems wrong to do otherwise. Again, this is a wet dream for white / other incels. The idea of finally getting a woman who overlooks his physical unattractiveness and social awkwardness that made him repugnant to all other women. She only cares about money, whiteness and social integration. A match made in hell. Add to the insanity of being belittled and denied intimacy by a woman he went into it specifically in order to “feel big,” and oftentimes these guys drift further and further into rabbit holes of right wing dialectic and take out their hostility on Asian, black, Latino, etc., men.

Honestly – think about what this does to the half-Asian child’s life, which is one of the reasons why many WMAF couples genuinely do not want half-Asian sons.

Undesirable men of all stripes “prefer” Asian women due to the fact that they have an asexual methodology for “securing the bag.” Simply “just be white” or “just have money,” and no matter how old, repugnant, racist a white man is – he can get an Asian wife. It’s basically standard.

The problem with this is that:

A) half-Asian men identify as Asian, and have to live under a social system in which Asian men are cast aside in favor of old, repugnant, racist, bald, incel white men – especially those with money.

B) half-Asian men are raised by two people who do not care about anything but fulfilling their needs to be rewarded for being white – which causes all kinds of havoc and insecurity in half-Asian mental states.

Basically, an entire generation of half-Asians were born to extremely low status, unattractive white men, and their asexual Asian wives looking to “marry up,” not cause it was the right thing to do, but because it was the only thing to do. A very Asian way of doing things. Simple latch onto the underclass of white man hoping to have white babies and a white lifestyle.

The insecure half-Asian man

Half Asian men have a tendency to be really insecure, as a result of their Asian mothers marrying “up” with a non-Asian male (oftentimes an undesirable one – which more than not results him in being ‘weird’ and racist), and yet resembling or at least having Asian features – as a man.

Then, on top of that, half-Asians are told that they’re “master race” mixed people (which is just an excuse for them not to be full Asian), raised instead by two narcissistic, legitimately racist people who have a hatred of Asian men, leading to some serious overcompensation and delusional, over the top, insecure behavior. There are millions of these guys. Every time I see in the news some vaguely Asian looking guy behaving essentially like a white incel (like his father), guy turns out to be half-Asian. (The founder of 8chan and his son – for example). Keep in mind an entire generation of incel, suspect, low desirability white men married Asian women and have fully grown kids now. It’s amazing that WMAF couples push their children as “master race” yet can’t have the self-awareness to understand that the things they say and do to denigrate Asians affects their half-Asian children.

Most if not every single half Asian males I meet, especially the ambiguous ones, are toxic, racist, self loathing and some variant on sexually insecure deeply disturbed weirdos who overcompensate with over the top behavior and / or racism.

As a result of this insecurity many half-Asian males, most of which like most men, can’t get laid without paying for it, go off on people they view as weak targets so that they can elevate themselves. These usually involve full Asian men and black women, who serve as the punching bag for sexually invisible men (and women) everywhere.

WMAF couples hate their own sons

https://www.wptv.com/news/state/university-of-florida-scientists-accused-of-keeping-children-in-cages

Peep this, another WMAF couple doing crazy shit against their, of course, sons. Locking their sons, of course, in cages, is on par for the course for insane WMAF attempting to control or erase Asian-presenting male children, when their entire relationship is based on the child NOT being an Asian male.

My mother tried to kill me on several occasions by driving at high speeds and swerving erratically along the swamps on Long Island, to the point that I had daily recurring nightmares of drowning for 20 years, and last year my brother told me that she told him she wished she had daughters, not sons, cause she was an extreme feminist. Keep in mind, on top of being bullied for being Asian by all groups of people, I had the utter hell of a homelife where my own mother was terrorizing my brother and I, terrorizing my father, and just screaming and raging in homicidal madness 24/7. Then, on top of this, my Asian family denied this was happening because Asians are all about “saving face” and “integrating” at all costs, and never “rocking the boat.”

Obviously the end-of-their-rope unbangable incel white men who marry Asian women out of sexual desperation and hatred for white women, also hate Asian men so now you’re stuck with a WMAF couple who hate Asian males yet are raising Asian sons. It’s really a mystery to me why there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers; guess who Elliot targeted most? Asian men and white women. Sound familiar? Who hates those two groups more than white men and Asian women?

I assure you, without any hyperbole or exaggeration, that biracial Asians are ones to keep an eye on.

The sexual war between Asian men and Asian women (and white men and men of color)

The divide between Asian men and Asian women is kind of simple. It’s sort of something I noticed over time. It’s actually the fact that Asian men are hypersexual, but Asian women are not.

As an Asian guy I personally know Asian guys who have an incredibly easy time in being intimate with non Asian women, for the reason being that our features, hairlessness, faces, etc. work well on our faces and makes us what I suspect to be the most attractive males. You can see this even with some of the Amerindian looking Mexican guys and some pretty boy black guys. Long before I even knew about any of this, I used to have this gut feeling that I had it on “easy mode” with sex and dating, because of my facial features.

Asian women, however, have the lowest libidos, so many resent Asian men as being “players” and “unfaithful.”

Also, I have seen white guys, even good looking rich ones, struggle to get past first base with women. Yes, I’ve even seen this with hapa guys as well, at least the whiter and ambiguous ones.

On the other hand, I’ve noticed women are more sexually forward towards me and it was pretty obviously because I was Asian. I had to talk with A LOT of people to understand that what I went through was not normal for a man.

So, a lot of Asian women go for white men precisely to avoid sexuality.

Meanwhile, a lot of XF go for Asian men specifically for sexuality, doing things for Asian men they wouldn’t for white or other men.

This causes the issue in our community and in the perception of Asian men and women. Conservative white men seek out Asian women for being less sexual. Asian men, having way more options than white men, or even other races of men, tend to have very high standards, and fuccboyish behavior, which upsets Asian women. However, conservative white men, due to having no intimacy with their partners, lash out a lot, sometimes getting violent with their Asian female partners, and oftentimes take out their anger on Asian men. Meanwhile, Asian men, being more sexually prolific, can be abusive and demanding, but, also, have a tendency to avoid conservatism and other nefarious politics that come with, for example, trying to undermine others to get laid.

It goes beyond that though. Western white culture is rooted in this idea that women are to be bought, when ironically Asian guys don’t really harbor that greed and need to pay for it. So that’s why you have things like WMAF in Washington advocating with war with socialist, non-warlike China. Everything in this world is sexual.

The problem is that when we half-Asian men somehow get “weaponized” by our Asian mothers and white fathers, to be this “revenge” on Asian men, to identify and be pushed as this replacement white man to sort of represent the nu-conservative identity of the American western male and his bitter, conservative Asian wife. It’s one of the reasons why half-Asian men are usually castrated nutcases; caught between their mother’s anger at Asian men, and their father’s ultra conservatism. The “Americanism” or “westernization” of the half-Asian male becomes a process of desexualizing and sterilizing him to just be a money making machine for the already sterile western hegemony.

How Half-Asian psychos are born

Here’s a story about how some white guy with Hollywood connects killed and chopped up his Chinese wife. He has three hapa kids, that I’m aware of, or possibly they were full Asian, whether through a previous partner, or maybe she cheated, who knows.

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12737583/Workers-Sam-Haskell-body-parts-wife.html?ico=related-replace

I’m pretty mentally unstable, but that’s fine, because I’m aware of it and have dedicated over 1/4 of my life to writing about it just to let people know what’s going on. What’s going on is basically: I have a psychotic background and upbringing between two racist people in an interracial relationship, and I look more on the Asian side.

I had some good people in my life who I hurt due to self hatred and my racist phase, and my insecurity, and I’ve wanted to undo it.

Anyways, here’s another case where the white dad murders the Asian mom and her family.

My mom tried to murder me (I think over the fact that she hated my Neo-Nazi white dad and wished for daughters – I’m still torn up about whether she wanted to kill me because I looked too Asian or too white – though I recently learned from my brother that she resented white people and my white father for, well, basically being losers who didn’t value education), and my home was literally so insane with violence and other stuff that it’s a miracle my brother escaped with only being a literal paranoid schizophrenic from the trauma. My Chinese family gave ZERO f*cks. I mean ZERO, it’s like they fundamentally didn’t care at all.

My guess is that this is the usual pattern:

Rich, weird, racist white guy who hates white women (they’re ‘sluts, golddiggers, mudsharks, blah blah blah etc).

Asian woman whose prime directive is to “marry up” (which means white man with money)

No love involved, they both deep down hate each other, she probably cheats on him (she’s a pretty woman, I know Chinese women who literally cheat on their husbands with the husband’s boss). Again, my aunts and own mother admitted to me they didn’t love their white husbands. Obviously there’s zero sexual intimacy, and only deranged amounts of denigration and belittling.

He resents her for not being white and his kids not being white, resents her for being able to tell she doesn’t love him. Zero sex, zero interest in sex, maybe there was never sex at all other than the kids, and if there was, there was no actual intimacy or love. She probably openly insults him, belittles, pesters and attacks him (my mother would openly and insult my father constantly for 20 years).

She resents him because she deep down doesn’t love him, but she doesn’t have a choice because she has to marry white. She literally HAS to, in order to integrate and assimilate.

She probably says insanely cruel things, withholds sex, belittles him and the kids

He grows more and more racist, neurotic, due to the inceldom and nagging and belittling, snaps, kills her and her Asian parents

Now you’ve got three permanently shattered Asian looking half-Asian kids who were raised by a mother who legitimately thought it was a good idea to simply marry a man because he was white.

“Go to Asia” as the solution for every white / non-Asian loser male on the planet

Virtually any time the discussion of a man who struggles with dating in the west comes up, the ultimate solution that everyone suggests is “go to Asia (East Asia) and find an Asian girl.”

It’s usually followed up with something like “you’ll automatically become Chad in Asia because you’re tall / non-Asian / have a bigger dick.” How delightful and progressive.

How utterly embarassing for half-Asians to have to listen to this as part of popular male culture.

Apparently Asian men are so pathetic that any guy, no matter how bald, ugly, short, racist, socially repugnant, who struggles to get women into him will go to Asia to “fix himself.” So by nature even the biggest loser can get an Asian girl to finally be a man. It’s almost like a rite of passage for the ugliest, most sexually invisible men on the planet, to get with Asian girls.

Why do half-Asians have to deal with this? On top of being considered Asian in the west, we have to deal with having the literal bottom feeders of the west as fathers? And yet half-Asians have the audacity to claim that they’re extremely attractive.

They’re not wrong though; losers indeed do hate Asian men and go for Asian women as their last ditch effort on having sex. Though I doubt many of these couples do have intimacy at all, since, after all, the entire point of “going to Asia” is because the women “apparently” will overlook how ugly / unbangable a man is in favor of getting a status / monetary boost. Which probably is true. I guess these women are notorious enough for their asexuality that it doesn’t matter that the guy looks like Ed Sheeran combined with Michael Cera. There’s no intimacy in the books anyways.

This is one of the reasons why unattractive women of color go for white men – and usually the most unattractive white men; the feeling of being “beautiful” and white and participating in an asexual, cutthroat, “civilized” ultra-capitalist environment makes them feel better about themselves. And ugly white men get to buy themselves out of inceldom, which was the entire point of western civilization in the first place. A literal match made in hell. The ugliest white men getting women of color through means of money and fighting back against men of color and white women. Real progressive.

When he likes Asian girls but hates Asian men

I had a roommate in college who was like this. All he would do was insult Asians, complain about Asians in the library or cafeteria, make fun of Asian men, say I looked “very Asian at certain angles” (yeah), then he wound up “hooking up” with Asian or half Asian girls. Then in the same breath turn around and harass me, a half-Asian male. And you wonder why half-Asians are nutcases.

He was lanky, bald, nerdy. Just the classic sexually invisible man who couldn’t get non-Asian girls to sexually desire him, kiss him, or sleep with him, so he wound up going for Asian girls. Like most of my male “friends,” he harbored a latent bitterness towards me, for getting better looking women genuinely into me, frankly cause I’m attractive and bangable (though I don’t like to kiss and tell). I get it, I’m so insecure, I’m so desperate, can’t get the poosy, can’t get a kiss, let me just bash on other people to feel big.

These guys go for Asian women as a last resort to feel powerful and strong in their sexuality, since in their minds, despite being rejected by other women, they’re still “bigger than an Asian man.” But deep down they crave the validation that having a white / non-Asian woman see them as truly sexy, but they can’t get it. Oh, I just remembered, it just so happened all these guys came from money. Imagine having all that cash and cars and still can’t get a woman to truly want you – ah, the plight of the average male.

They also simultaneously hate Asian men because this is just classic low-desirability male behavior; to bash others they perceive as beneath them, which generally includes racism. That’s why you can’t hit a racist male and not see an Asian woman behind him. Life is hard, and when you’re insecure you must punch down. Guys who get women for free because they are attractive are always the most uplifting and kind – and none of these guys go for Asian women because of their negative stigma. Add to the fact that “sex” (if it even happens) with a self-hating Asian woman is never fulfilling, and mostly generally about money and practicality (again, if it even happens), and guys with Asian girlfriends or wives wind up being permanently bitter about the fact that not even his own Asian wife / girlfriend wants him. Truly wants him. There’s like a legitimate correlation between how unbangable a man is, how much he “wants” Asian women, and how much he hates Asian men; heck a lot of these guys are half-Asians whose own fathers were like that. Deeply insecure and miserable about their perpetual state of being unwanted by women unless they throw money at it.

Also there’s an element that I’ve seen where a lot of non-Asian men are terrified of women sleeping with black men, so they go for Asian girls subconsciously for the “good girl” thing, because when she doesn’t enjoy sex, there’s a 0% chance she’ll sleep with a black man. Yeah, I wish I was joking. Don’t ask me how I know these things.

There’s no point in being proud to be Asian as a half-Asian

The entire point of being Asian is to NOT be Asian. So obviously, being half-Asian is just one step closer to “removing Asianness.”

That’s why most half Asians have a parent who was self hating, because they did not want to be Asian.

It’s not rocket science.

On top of being severely bullied by non-Asians, Asians I’ve met are also severely self hating. When you complain, they call you “white,” then go on to bully you for being an Asian appearing Asian male. The point isn’t to be half-Asian, but to be WHITE. To Americanize ourselves, Anglicize, whatever.

A lot of the things I’ve heard from my Asian family are shocking. Stuff like “I’m going to kiss every white person when I get back to NYC from China.” (An Asian woman said this; NYC is like 40% white). “You need to use your white privilege to take advantage of these Chinese people. (My uncle said this).

When I complain about my mother basically committing suicide to get away from my Nazi sympathizing far right dad, I get told that I’m white and that it’s not a big issue.

If you ever meet a half-Asian and wonder why he or she behaves in the manner he does, it’s because of this dynamic. We aren’t as a whole proud to be Asian, we wish we were white, just as our parents did. Ironically, a self-hating Asian person is even more fiercely pro white than most racist white people are. Half-Asians, often with white dads (but sometimes with white mothers) go out of their way to establish themselves as super-duper white, regardless of whatever this implies. Some double, triple, quadruple down on the racism against other ethnic minorities or Asians, or even half-Asians. I’m pretty sure Elliot Rodger probably would have shot Asian looking half-Asians too. I swear to God above, the next generation of hardcore legitimate white supremacists are all going to be mixed race.

On top of this all of the Asian women in my family admit they didn’t love their white husbands, but only cause they married them to give me a “better life.” This is dumb. It’s nihilistic. If love doesn’t exist, then there is no point in participating in the world. It’s the only positive in a world that is already cutthroat and filled with interpersonal warfare. It’s also heinous to encourage a biracial person to deny half of himself, to win favor from people who already hate you. Life shouldn’t be about heinous acts to simply survive, but it is. I guess that’s what my problem has always been – an unwillingness to partake in the heinousness. I like myself, have always been filled with love, but I have no desire to be here, because the world and its mechanisms do not fit with who I am. The world is not who I am.

The psychology Half-Asians with racist white fathers and self-hating Asian mothers

Here’s a video of a famous Youtuber in China who has a half-Chinese daughter (I’m sure he thinks he’s lucky to have a daughter, as do most WMAF couples).

Ain’t really a stretch of the imagination to think how and why the kids would be f*cked up.

Not sure why I have to defend this, and when I point this out, I get called a misogynist incel. Even though white men married to Asian women like this are doing it precisely because THEY are incel, and couldn’t get a white woman to tolerate their looks, bad behavior, or general low social status, so they find an Asian woman that they secretly deep down loathe, while punching down on Asian men (the only men they feel are lower than their pathetic asses), and making fun of their own kids. Add to the fact that these guys wind up sexually frustrated because the nasty, domineering, asexual Asian woman isn’t attracted to him, like, at all, and even if she was, Asians are famous for seeing marriage as a commoditized amenity, with which love has nothing to do with it. Hell, I’m starting to think this is how most people think, hence I’m the only one sounding the alarms.

The mass of people genuinely think women are to be bought and plied with money, and that that’s what life is about.

We get it, life is hard, gotta marry the white man for the money; him being racist is fine as long as the Asian mom gets money, social ascension and whiter children, fine, fine, okay. If you criticize her choices, you’re seen as an incel, a bitter Asian man. (Even though my mother basically killed herself after learning my father was a Nazi). Such a nihilistic way of looking at life. At this point it isn’t even about the kids; it’s about creating life solely for the purpose of stabilizing a hellish existence and siphoning money off a man.

You’re free to say all you want about this, but now we’ve got millions of kids running around from this pairing, being trained to hate their Asian side by their own fathers and complicit mothers. How could this even possibly be good? Basically half-Asians are raised to be replacement white people – except we’re not, we’re half-Asian, which our own mothers did not want to be.

In what world is this healthy?

The worst part is that the reason why most WMAF hapas don’t talk about this, is precisely because they’re white supremacists and learned it from their mothers and fathers; hate on Asians, accept toxic, racist WMAF just so long as you get paid to do it. They truly do believe Asian men are inferior and that white men are superior. So when an Asian looking hapa complains, we get called incels and inferior, by default.

I’m surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers

Hear me out. I’m not saying all mixed Asians are criminals, but rather that there’s a unique element behind men with yellow fever, and self-hating, vicious Asian women. I heard some hapa guy say this once – he was surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers.

I’ve left details all over this blog about how my own mother wanted to kill me, due to being a “feminist,” and that she had hoped for two daughters. I’ve often queried whether WMAF or XMAF couples (couples involving Asian women, and not Asian men), wanted sons at all, instead overwhelmingly preferred daughters.

There is still a lot of evidence that this may be true.

Anyways, when some men go for Asian women, they do so with this belief that Asian men are small-dicked, pathetic, short, undesirable losers. I’ve heard my aunt, who has a white male husband that she never kisses or touches, claim that “all Japanese men are short.” This is the same thing I heard Steven Crowder (a far right pundit) say. So, not only have I had to deal with racist comments my entire life as a half-Asian, but the Asian women in my family are saying it too.

So, when a non-Asian man gets with an Asian woman who hates Asian men, obviously there’s a high chance the kids come out looking like an Asian male.

What then? Well, in the above case, they beat the shit out of the kid. Why? Well, cause he’s basically an Asian male. All you really need to be an “Asian guy” is have Asian eyes, or even some other features.

I’m flat out floored there aren’t more psychotic half-Asians of all mixes running around. After all, we have to endure being half-Asian in a world where literally everyone thinks it’s fair to bash on us.